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zip your big mouth and read this love note!;D
Note for you, my beloved ones
you're asked to click
on those three
damn boxes
to navigate around.
welcome to my life,baby!
-Aizrul HMD, the heartless;D
its been quite awhile
Sunday, April 18, 2010 @ 2:30 AM
oh my blog;D
assalamualaikum everyone~
i just got my time to blog;D
IVE BEEEEEENNN BUSY with my stuffs. ;D
now im sitting at Ahan thai, doing nothing ;D
nothing much happens.
(:
what a Bith day;D
Thursday, February 18, 2010 @ 2:15 AM
Assalamualaikum everyone (y)
i'm kinda like today's agenda!;D LOLS!
i was having fun with Nurul, Zakiah and Zirah. ;D
they're the indie ko alam girls!;D
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
palau wah kamu atu~
we're planning to finish off our endless POA homework
BUT!
a very BIG BUT!!
we ended up with laughing over ourself;D
it's a sweet memories to me, cause i get to have my jokes;D
I'm SOOOO HAPPY!
(:
well, the day has just gone better with hating someone that i shouldn't love at first(:
what else?;D
oh yeah, i would like to give credits to my classmate for the P.C.D (project class deco)
i know it sounds like pussycat dooll, but we're not having doll doll domination here in our class!
if we're having one, i can't even imagine who will wear those thigh pants and smexy to the max clothes!;D HAHAHAH.
let me recall what had happened to me last few days(:
oh yeah~
about my cousins!
OH MANNN!
(:
AQIDAH as known as CHRISTINA~
i couldn't forget the time i have fun with you and billah, her brother, while you're driving.
here is the conversation on the way to Lumapas, NENEK's CRIB:
and a very goodluck to my classmate for upcoming tests;D
i was having fun with Nurul, Zakiah and Zirah. ;D
they're the indie ko alam girls!;D
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
palau wah kamu atu~
we're planning to finish off our endless POA homework
BUT!
a very BIG BUT!!
we ended up with laughing over ourself;D
it's a sweet memories to me, cause i get to have my jokes;D
I'm SOOOO HAPPY!
(:
well, the day has just gone better with hating someone that i shouldn't love at first(:
what else?;D
oh yeah, i would like to give credits to my classmate for the P.C.D (project class deco)
i know it sounds like pussycat dooll, but we're not having doll doll domination here in our class!
if we're having one, i can't even imagine who will wear those thigh pants and smexy to the max clothes!;D HAHAHAH.
let me recall what had happened to me last few days(:
oh yeah~
about my cousins!
OH MANNN!
(:
AQIDAH as known as CHRISTINA~
i couldn't forget the time i have fun with you and billah, her brother, while you're driving.
here is the conversation on the way to Lumapas, NENEK's CRIB:
Aqidah : Billah, terbubut inda ni kereta pajero aa?
Billah : inda tu. *laughing
i was just smiling and looking at the road.
Aqidah: banar ni a? awas kau if kakaqidah terbubut, 15 ringgit tu hutang mu.
Billah was just laughing.
Then, Qidah speed her car and almost terbubut this pajero car but then, macam almost wah limpas the simpang masuk ke rumah my Nenek's cribs!
I WAS LIKE ' QIDAH QIDAHHHH! GGIILAAA KALIII! RUMAH NENE WAH RUMAH NENEE! LIMPAS NI LIMPAS NI! ' same goes to BILLAH.
and she almost limpas the simpang wah, and macam mengajut lagi tuuuuu membreak a! GILAAAAAA! HAHAHAHAH;D
if you guys were there, you guys can't stop laughing kali!(: overall it was fun. ;D
oh yeah, few days ago, i was having tahlil at nenek's cribs(:
what else? oh yeah, this reminds me of my dad. I couldn't stop laughing about this.
On friday( i don't know wwhich date), we're heading to Masjid Lambak MIDDLE. (: my time is around 1.05 and i didn't know dad's time is far behind. ;D and he drove slowly looking for a parking at the back of this supermarket. (: then, sekalinya, my dad atu keluar and we walked slowly heading to Masjid, and we heard, kan masuk sembahyang jumaat sudah. My dad macam eyh pukul berapa sudahkan? i said its 1.15 and he answered eyh akhir sudah ni~ then my dad was runningg with holding his topi aji on the head! i laughed you know! i've tolld him in the car that it is almost time to sembahyang jumaat! HAHAHA, and i run too! TELUR! HAHAHAHAHHAA.
seem like i'm blank now. i'll talk morreeee sooner(:
btw
Billah : inda tu. *laughing
i was just smiling and looking at the road.
Aqidah: banar ni a? awas kau if kakaqidah terbubut, 15 ringgit tu hutang mu.
Billah was just laughing.
Then, Qidah speed her car and almost terbubut this pajero car but then, macam almost wah limpas the simpang masuk ke rumah my Nenek's cribs!
I WAS LIKE ' QIDAH QIDAHHHH! GGIILAAA KALIII! RUMAH NENE WAH RUMAH NENEE! LIMPAS NI LIMPAS NI! ' same goes to BILLAH.
and she almost limpas the simpang wah, and macam mengajut lagi tuuuuu membreak a! GILAAAAAA! HAHAHAHAH;D
if you guys were there, you guys can't stop laughing kali!(: overall it was fun. ;D
oh yeah, few days ago, i was having tahlil at nenek's cribs(:
what else? oh yeah, this reminds me of my dad. I couldn't stop laughing about this.
On friday( i don't know wwhich date), we're heading to Masjid Lambak MIDDLE. (: my time is around 1.05 and i didn't know dad's time is far behind. ;D and he drove slowly looking for a parking at the back of this supermarket. (: then, sekalinya, my dad atu keluar and we walked slowly heading to Masjid, and we heard, kan masuk sembahyang jumaat sudah. My dad macam eyh pukul berapa sudahkan? i said its 1.15 and he answered eyh akhir sudah ni~ then my dad was runningg with holding his topi aji on the head! i laughed you know! i've tolld him in the car that it is almost time to sembahyang jumaat! HAHAHA, and i run too! TELUR! HAHAHAHAHHAA.
seem like i'm blank now. i'll talk morreeee sooner(:
btw
GET WELL SOON ANG CHIAN WERN AND YASMIN FARIDAH(:
and a very goodluck to my classmate for upcoming tests;D
Chinese New Year
Saturday, February 13, 2010 @ 9:14 PM
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR <3
ROARRR!;D
LOLS!
i didn't celebrate cause i don't know where to go.
i was planning to go somewhere this afternoon,
perhaps around Empire,watching sunset.
BUT!
i don't think so it will happen,
in addition, my bones are heavy (MALAS)
(:
i don't know what to post here
i'm quite moodless nowadays;D
and it eefffeccccts myself so MUCH!;D
weeeeeelll,
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL OF MY CHINESE FRIENDS;D
i'll get those ampowwwwwww next time;p
ROARRR!;D
LOLS!
i didn't celebrate cause i don't know where to go.
i was planning to go somewhere this afternoon,
perhaps around Empire,watching sunset.
BUT!
i don't think so it will happen,
in addition, my bones are heavy (MALAS)
(:
i don't know what to post here
i'm quite moodless nowadays;D
and it eefffeccccts myself so MUCH!;D
weeeeeelll,
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL OF MY CHINESE FRIENDS;D
i'll get those ampowwwwwww next time;p
10th Feb
Wednesday, February 10, 2010 @ 5:13 AM
Assalamualaikum everyone;D
a very good night to all of you;D
what you considered today?
I considered today AS A VERY SLEEPY AND DARN (;
cause i was very sleepy during the 1st period till 12.30! like what?
i should bring coffee next time~
lets be the GRANNYDADDY!
LOLSS! ;D
and i sat for Additional Maths today.
what a very easy test i ever sit in my whole life! like KACANG PLUS SAMBAL BELACAN!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!
i cursed the paper and my brain for not working together =.=''
i revised yesterday, thats why i didn't get to update my blog.
so what's happening this days?(;
LEMME CHECK!
i can list out all the tests that i'll be sitting in few more days;D
HERE's the list:
i cursed the paper and my brain for not working together =.=''
i revised yesterday, thats why i didn't get to update my blog.
so what's happening this days?(;
LEMME CHECK!
i can list out all the tests that i'll be sitting in few more days;D
HERE's the list:
BIO:13th February
MIB:13th February
CHEM: it's either Tuesday and Wednesday
IRK: 16th & 20rdFebruary
that's all;D
OH MA GAD! i just met NABIHAH today! i know her for years (:
she's my bestfriend.
and IFFAH AND AQILAH AS WEELLLL! ='D
i shouted when i met Aqilah just now. i haven't seen her for ages~ DAMN! (:
she's getting preettty;D
i didn't get to see wafi, was looking for him. =.='' but he DID TEXT ME UP!;D
i can't wait for tomorrow.
i'll be the head of this project that will be held in my class.
(; just so you know, i'll be chipmores with big mouth,shouting here and there~ (;
(; just can't wait to look forward for tomorrow;D
HEHE. in addition, there'll be party.
i'm quite disagree with their decision (not my class) for helding a party each month.
it is costly! =.='' i prefer to celebrate those who birthdays every before school term holiday. =D
budget in action baby!;D
HEHEHEE.
i think thats all for tonight, i'm quite sleepy now, and still going around my house looking for tomorrows stuufff. (; so sweetdreams guys and to my beloved blog, i'll write on you an updated news tomorrow, insyaALLAH:D
p/s: i'm quite alone without you, my phone has not been vibrate since this morning, i'm missing you alot. i wish i could tell you how much i want you but there's circumstances in our relationship. BUT, I LOVE YOU ALOT! ='/ <3>I hug my pillow every night,wishing you're the one I'm hugging tight and feel my lips. If you're next to me, share my life, know me well, you'll know how struggle I am in my life and how much I want you to be my shoulder. I love you. <3
MIB:13th February
CHEM: it's either Tuesday and Wednesday
IRK: 16th & 20rdFebruary
that's all;D
OH MA GAD! i just met NABIHAH today! i know her for years (:
she's my bestfriend.
and IFFAH AND AQILAH AS WEELLLL! ='D
i shouted when i met Aqilah just now. i haven't seen her for ages~ DAMN! (:
she's getting preettty;D
i didn't get to see wafi, was looking for him. =.='' but he DID TEXT ME UP!;D
i can't wait for tomorrow.
i'll be the head of this project that will be held in my class.
(; just so you know, i'll be chipmores with big mouth,shouting here and there~ (;
(; just can't wait to look forward for tomorrow;D
HEHE. in addition, there'll be party.
i'm quite disagree with their decision (not my class) for helding a party each month.
it is costly! =.='' i prefer to celebrate those who birthdays every before school term holiday. =D
budget in action baby!;D
HEHEHEE.
i think thats all for tonight, i'm quite sleepy now, and still going around my house looking for tomorrows stuufff. (; so sweetdreams guys and to my beloved blog, i'll write on you an updated news tomorrow, insyaALLAH:D
p/s: i'm quite alone without you, my phone has not been vibrate since this morning, i'm missing you alot. i wish i could tell you how much i want you but there's circumstances in our relationship. BUT, I LOVE YOU ALOT! ='/ <3>I hug my pillow every night,wishing you're the one I'm hugging tight and feel my lips. If you're next to me, share my life, know me well, you'll know how struggle I am in my life and how much I want you to be my shoulder. I love you. <3
8th feb
Monday, February 8, 2010 @ 2:30 AM
Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.
Hey everyone!;D
it's 6.47 pm now;D
i'm sitting infront of my laptop and trying to get some ideas what to post inside my blog since
i'm making my blog as my put stop (?) in my everyday life starting yesterday.
I haven't take my shower. Well, I'll do it after this.
WHAT'S HAPPENING TODAY?
Hey everyone!;D
it's 6.47 pm now;D
i'm sitting infront of my laptop and trying to get some ideas what to post inside my blog since
i'm making my blog as my put stop (?) in my everyday life starting yesterday.
I haven't take my shower. Well, I'll do it after this.
WHAT'S HAPPENING TODAY?
Today? just fine~ I THINK! ;D
Nothing much interesting happen today.
I'll tell you what was I doing from morning till afternoon today;D
I woke up a bit early today around 5.30 am then off to toilet at 5.45 am
Then, I get ready with my things after shower and get dressed.
When I arrived at school around 7 am, I was very surprised cause i met MISS SMITHA.
She used to be my physics teacher. MISS ESTHER replaces her as our physic teacher.
Well, she's quite good at teaching though she likes to tell us stories about her PHYSIC LIFE;D
Then we talked talked talked on our way to our own destination;D
I stepped into the class and greeted a friendly GOOD MORNING and HI to them who were in the class.
I talked with HADRI,who are sitting next to me. He confessed to me about he sort of doesn't like me ( ea sasak wah) well, i don't feel anything when he was saying that. (: so i just shut up my mouth for while;D then continue do my work.
WHAT A HECTIC EARLY IN THE MORNING!
I was Damn BUSY with collecting money for POA & MIB, asking for HAZIRAH's and HAZIM's MIB books. I'm damn RICH, holding those money! HAHAHA;D
i find my job a VERY FUN JOB!;D cause i love to walk around, shout around and be HORRIBLE to my classmate~ (AM I? 0.0'')
this reminds me of YASMIN!
she always called me a lame person
(:
WELL, YOU ARE WRONG YASMIN!
I AM NOT!
urmm
PERHAPS YES, PERHAPS NO!
LOOOOOLLS!
Nothing much interesting happen today.
I'll tell you what was I doing from morning till afternoon today;D
I woke up a bit early today around 5.30 am then off to toilet at 5.45 am
Then, I get ready with my things after shower and get dressed.
When I arrived at school around 7 am, I was very surprised cause i met MISS SMITHA.
She used to be my physics teacher. MISS ESTHER replaces her as our physic teacher.
Well, she's quite good at teaching though she likes to tell us stories about her PHYSIC LIFE;D
Then we talked talked talked on our way to our own destination;D
I stepped into the class and greeted a friendly GOOD MORNING and HI to them who were in the class.
I talked with HADRI,who are sitting next to me. He confessed to me about he sort of doesn't like me ( ea sasak wah) well, i don't feel anything when he was saying that. (: so i just shut up my mouth for while;D then continue do my work.
WHAT A HECTIC EARLY IN THE MORNING!
I was Damn BUSY with collecting money for POA & MIB, asking for HAZIRAH's and HAZIM's MIB books. I'm damn RICH, holding those money! HAHAHA;D
i find my job a VERY FUN JOB!;D cause i love to walk around, shout around and be HORRIBLE to my classmate~ (AM I? 0.0'')
ZARAH asked me for stop being so scary to them. I almost laughed when she said that cause i never be that scary to them. BUT! I'm seriously serious with dealing those money, homework and etc (: so my dearest classmate, DON'T MAD AT ME FOR BEHAVING SUCH A WONDERFUL ATTITUDE WHEN DEALING WITH MY WORK,PLEASE? *puppy eyes;D
LAMEEEEEEEEEE!this reminds me of YASMIN!
she always called me a lame person
(:
WELL, YOU ARE WRONG YASMIN!
I AM NOT!
urmm
PERHAPS YES, PERHAPS NO!
LOOOOOLLS!
Oh yeah, half of the class were having this H1N1 INJECTION in closing stadium;D i didn't go. wanna know what is my reason?
I'm LACK OF ANTIBODY!
HAHAHAHA!
HAHAHAHA!
what else? oh yeah. Me, YASMIN and CHIAN WEIN was talking about my self during the free class. (: they talked about my blog being so EMOO, about part of me being so sweet guy( UWEKKK!) and all ;D Mostly about me, and just little talk about Yasmin's life(:
BREAK TIME: what were we doing in the class?
DAVID AND I WERE MEASURING THE WALL FOR CLASS DECO PROJECT!
can you guys see my work is not fixed for one? (: IT'S DAMN TIRING! BUT!
I HATE THAT I LOVE MY JOB AS MONITOR A LOT!
some of us helped each other with moving the almari, i would say(: HMM. i didn't met my bestfriends at canteen cause i'm quite busy dealing with the STUUFFF!;D
A MATHS CLASS was after break, i understand the whole part, so i just need to practise. it's new topic, about simultaneous equation;D MISS FUI FUI explained us quite slow today and she's less angry to us (; so, oh yeah, i don't want to talk about my lunch, all i could say it was A TIRING TIME! thanks for HADRI for company me to H.E.P(:
afternoon!;D i met one of my friend from facebook in HUAHUO MALL,MANGGIS(: we didn't talk. I assumed he didn't know that i am AIZRUL HMD :D it's quite fun when i get to see them (facebookers) but they didn't know which one is me;D LOLS!;D so i called myself a zebra then~ cause i can easily camouflage from their sight! HEHE. (: oh yeah, we were waiting outside the bank (: he's MERRYL LIM. I'm not sure he changed his name in facebook, but what i remembered he wrote MERYYL LIM as well as the spelling (: goodnews for the ladies, you can check his cause i think you'll like him!;D HAHAHA;D
what else?
BREAK TIME: what were we doing in the class?
DAVID AND I WERE MEASURING THE WALL FOR CLASS DECO PROJECT!
can you guys see my work is not fixed for one? (: IT'S DAMN TIRING! BUT!
I HATE THAT I LOVE MY JOB AS MONITOR A LOT!
some of us helped each other with moving the almari, i would say(: HMM. i didn't met my bestfriends at canteen cause i'm quite busy dealing with the STUUFFF!;D
A MATHS CLASS was after break, i understand the whole part, so i just need to practise. it's new topic, about simultaneous equation;D MISS FUI FUI explained us quite slow today and she's less angry to us (; so, oh yeah, i don't want to talk about my lunch, all i could say it was A TIRING TIME! thanks for HADRI for company me to H.E.P(:
afternoon!;D i met one of my friend from facebook in HUAHUO MALL,MANGGIS(: we didn't talk. I assumed he didn't know that i am AIZRUL HMD :D it's quite fun when i get to see them (facebookers) but they didn't know which one is me;D LOLS!;D so i called myself a zebra then~ cause i can easily camouflage from their sight! HEHE. (: oh yeah, we were waiting outside the bank (: he's MERRYL LIM. I'm not sure he changed his name in facebook, but what i remembered he wrote MERYYL LIM as well as the spelling (: goodnews for the ladies, you can check his cause i think you'll like him!;D HAHAHA;D
what else?
I WANT TO SAY A VERYYYYY BIG THANKS to my lovely dad
for buying me an awesome 99 dollar 3g phone with 3g line!
LOLS!;D
my mum didn't know about this, hope she will not know about this forever.
AS IF SHE IS!
just ready a grace yard for me (:
Then, slept for about an hour when i reached home. (; thats all, I think!
after this, i have to do my A maths homework and revise my POA for tomorrow test.
wish me all the best(;
alright?
EYH WAIT A MINUTE!
i know you guys are wondering what's wrong with me putting those picture up there,right?
I'M NOT GAY!
i envy his body.
I'm very skinny.
i want to have a tough body like him ;/
I WISH MY DAD LET ME GO TO THE GYM AND SOMEONE BRING ME TOO!
but i don't think so.
i want to take this gym's medicine for making our body berisi.
but then, i'm quite busy;/
NANTILAH! i'll show you guys who underistimate me for can not having those tough body!
this is my resolution this year(;
so wish me all the best too!
so the end;D
thanks for reading(:
i'll update tomorrow's stories.
for buying me an awesome 99 dollar 3g phone with 3g line!
LOLS!;D
my mum didn't know about this, hope she will not know about this forever.
AS IF SHE IS!
just ready a grace yard for me (:
Then, slept for about an hour when i reached home. (; thats all, I think!
after this, i have to do my A maths homework and revise my POA for tomorrow test.
wish me all the best(;
alright?
EYH WAIT A MINUTE!
i know you guys are wondering what's wrong with me putting those picture up there,right?
I'M NOT GAY!
i envy his body.
I'm very skinny.
i want to have a tough body like him ;/
I WISH MY DAD LET ME GO TO THE GYM AND SOMEONE BRING ME TOO!
but i don't think so.
i want to take this gym's medicine for making our body berisi.
but then, i'm quite busy;/
NANTILAH! i'll show you guys who underistimate me for can not having those tough body!
this is my resolution this year(;
so wish me all the best too!
so the end;D
thanks for reading(:
i'll update tomorrow's stories.
- gotta live my life, Aizrul HMD.
p/s: You're really meant to me, I'm really falling in love with you, my heart(:
p/s: You're really meant to me, I'm really falling in love with you, my heart(:
lifeless.
Saturday, February 6, 2010 @ 7:13 PM
i never get to upload this to my facebook =')R.I.P Aizrul HMD's facebook.
everything inside of you,
will always be remembered by me.
Unless, ALLAH take it from me.
=')
♥ for everything I've done wrong, I'm really sorry. It's the time for me to go find my own place where stories will end when it meant to be ♥
that is the end of Aizrul HMD's facebook =')and this blog? i'm not sure i'll end it with prefect timing;D
i got this feeling where i am going to .. (':
i've asked apologize from others;D
now its the time for me to face my own time.
well, lets not talk about those, lets talk about whats happening lately.
I find my life a bored life;')
I have no one to talk with, where i can share my REAL LIFE with.
seem like lifeless.
When i stepped in to my house,
theres always this voice saying ' apatah sekolah,lai?'
or someone will shout at me ' dikk! kau baikkan? buat maggie kau, aku makan, kau buat.'
I really miss those voices,
those voices who are really meant to my life.
Ka, i'm really crying now ='/
i MISSS you alot, more than you do.
I have no one to talk with here,
Aiman is still small, a year and half, i'm not good at sharing and talking crap things with our parents.
Ka, i love you alot~
i'm sorry,ka..
really, i'm sorry..
to be such a pain in your ass.
i know you're embarrassed to have a brother like me.
to have such a brother like me.
I'm really sorry, I've done the best to show you what you wish me for
but I ended up showing you this shit brother that you'll regret in your life.
I'm really sorry
='/
My life has never been so happy, always haunted with a very worries and tears.
i don't know what to do/write now.
feels like i just want to make this last wish.
='/
-the lifeless, Aizrul HMD.
everything is just a mess
Friday, February 5, 2010 @ 1:17 AM
Assalamualaikum my blog.
I haven't do so much blogging. I'm sorry, i know you're lonely. I'm really sorry. How i wish i just post what is in my mind here, i do really need someone to talk, so i just talk to you, alright? =')
I am tired with my life, my life tortured me hard and in so wonderful ways. I don't know what to do, My mind is everywhere, it's like i mess my own life. ='/ I don't know, I feel like I'm just a piece of nothing, a piece of where everyone look for another to break, I've tried to be strong, I've TRIED MY BEST!
OHMEEGEEE!
i don't know what i'm writing now.
i just can't stand anymore hurts
inside of me,
in my life,
and in my whole life!
='/
oh my blog, please help me
cheer me up,
lend me your hand
and
wipe my tears that are running down now.
oh i wish
everything is just a wish.
i don't know what i'm writing now.
i just can't stand anymore hurts
inside of me,
in my life,
and in my whole life!
='/
oh my blog, please help me
cheer me up,
lend me your hand
and
wipe my tears that are running down now.
oh i wish
everything is just a wish.
-You&I, Aizrul HMD.
p/s: when will i get to smile?
p/s: when will i get to smile?